I'm really so damn tired,
and today I woke up late and didn't turn up for work.
I have to apologize to my manager for not going to work.
but i am really very tired to work.
i have to work for one more week as i have already told them.
so damn tired! 8:20 PM



I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
Cause you know
that I love you
I wanted you to stay
Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
that I love you
I have loved you all along 5:59 PM



Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith hope and glory
Hold to the truth
In your heart..

i'm not gonna give up so easily ! =)


5:32 PM



'If the world hates you,
keep in mind that it hated me first.
If you belonged to the world,
it would love you as its own.
As it is, you don'y belong to the world,
but i have chosen you out of the world.
that is why the world hates you.
Remember the word i spoke to you:
"No servant is greater than his master."
If they persecuted me,
they will persecute you also.'

johon 15:18-20


For whoever wants to save hie life will lose it,
but whoever loses his life for me and for the gospel will save it.
What good is it from a man to gain the whole world,
yet forfeit his soul?
O what can a man give in exchange for his soul?

mark 8:35-37 2:29 PM



everyday parent came home from work,
nag at us if dont do what we're suppose to do.
and slowly they are totally shut out from our world..
sometime it's hard to talk to them,
the fact is i hardly talk to my parent,
it is like no common topic to talk about.
this holidays make me feel so lonely,
no friend to play with, no one to talk to.
parent not going to pay for chapel camp fee,
so i pay for it.
my friend and i feel the same way,
our parent have pay for our tuition fee, school fee, music lesson and etc.
and tuition fee nowaday cost a bomb in our parent pocket.
and most likely this is one of the reason
why they want us to stay at home.
how i wish i can get my paid now,
so i can go for chapel camp.
and these few day my stomach hurt alot,
maybe ate something wrong.
i told my mum about it,
guess what she say?
day1
me: mum, my stomach hurt ..
mum: orh..
me: -.-"
day2
me: my stomach still hurt..
mum: go eat some medicine
day3
me: my stomach hurt for the past 2 day
mum: go see doctor lor.
she should have told me that on monday. -.-"
alright that's all for today..
10:26 PM



Have you ever wondered what life is all about?
you could have to sail the oceans.
you could have to walk a thousand mile.
You could search the world and never figure it out..
sometime life is disappointing. =)
8:51 PM



You don't know me yet.
You only know so little.
I don't know that much, I just want to stay by your side, holding your hand.
The face reflected in your eyes is expressing it's feelings.
It's not too late, just give me a little try
high high we've just gotta try like this
I don't need another path to travel
your kiss that I've wanted for so long
is the beginning of my love.
There's no way that you don't know you're the
person always spinning in my heart.
Don't go too far, just wait a moment so I can approach you.
Why does everything always come so suddenly like fate?
high high waiting takes so long
and I know that I'm you're only one
I close my eyes and kiss
give me a little try
just give me a little try
every turn with me
Take my hand so that we can be together forever, now that you've come to my side.
just give me a little try? 9:12 PM



i'm blinded by the attractive pay..
this really make me very tired..
i'm still not prepared to be in such a tiring working life..
maybe in another year time to prepare myself for this kind of work..
so damn tired!!! 10:26 PM