saw your face in the crowd
i call out your name
you don't hear a sound
i keep tracing your steps
each move that you make
wish I could read what goes through your mind
wish you could touch me with the colors of your life.. 10:10 PM



i really cant take it anymore..
everyone scolding me!!!!
i was kind enough to take down the person contact number
and her sis come and scold me for no reason..
next..
my manager.. idiot idiot idiot!
wrong also scold, right also scold..
from morning till evening every few minutes also scold..
don't cha ever vent your anger on me again..
or else..
i don't know..
argh!!!! at most i'm going to work for one more month..
i'm not going to work on dec if you guys vent your anger on me!!!
ROOOAARR!!!! 8:52 PM



what a unlucky day..
got scolding from everyone..
irene scold me cause i dont know how to use the phone..
but it's not my fault..
need password to login lor..
and nobody teach me how to use it..
i have no idea how to transfer call, hold call and end call..
it's so hard..
after that a lady call in..
BT: Chan brother travel..
Good afternoon mdm
lady: wah! finally someone answer the call..
(everyone is busy with their stuff lor)
BT: yes? may i help you with any enquiry?
lady: i would like to go to india..
BT: huh?!?!?! sorry miss, you called the wrong number..
this is only for korea, japan and taiwan..
please kindly hold on while i transfer you to the india department..
miss: what is this! i call you all, then a guy transfer me to another lady,
then that lady transfer me to you..
BT: oh.. i see.. erm.. can i have your name and contact number?
miss: *******; 9*******
BT: i will ask one of the staff to call you in a short while..
miss: i can't believe chan brother have such a bad service..
if you don't call me in 15 min time, i will not book from Chan Brother anymore!
( hello! we're really very busy lor!!! and i wasn't the 1 transfer you to here and there lor)
i was kind enough to take down your name and contact number and you still scold so much!
and she was kind enough to slam the phone..
i can't believe people vent their anger on others just because we, people who are nice enough to work in the service industries! what a unlucky day! =( 9:18 PM



If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side.. 9:15 PM



GUESS what??
i'm going church tmr!!!
i can play captain ball!!! =)
today i was so tired and weary!!
today is CHAN BROTHER 41st brithday!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! haha...
today is chan brother 41st ann
TRAVEL FAIR..
people rushing in to grab the best price..
aunty asking me about this and that..
asking for the lowest price..
so stingy.. haha...
i mean BEST Price!! haha..
i'm so happy that i'm a travel consultant
tmr no need to work!!!
japan and korea attraction are pretty good..
alright i gotta slp.. Good night! 10:11 PM



The moment that I first saw you, I wanted to believe you were the girl.
And so I swore to myself that there would be no more
relationships in my life.
That you would be the last girl in my life.
You say you don't need expensive gifts,
that all you need is what's from the heart,
that you like anything that I give you,
but as you say these things, you make my heart cry.
I'm so very poor
and you'll probably have a hard time with me
But I'm so happy with you
I promise that you're the only one I'll love.
Your smile always makes me smile.
If it means being with you then I'm really happy.
I'll treasure you with all the love I have for you
I love you like this
The more and more I know you, the nicer you are
the more and more I see you, the more I miss you
I'm thinking about you whether I'm standing or sitting
I'm thinking about you no matter where I go
I'm thinking about you even when I see pretty things,
or even when I'm driving or taking care of my business.
Your eyes are big and you've a lot of charm
You're always on my side, whenver or wherever.
When I'm down your smile becomes my strength.
Our love I hope continues like this.
I promise I'll only have eyes for you.
I swear you're the only one I'll love.
Your smile always makes me smile.
If it means being with you then I'm really happy.
I'll treasure you with all the love I have for you
I love you like this
In a busy life I get so weary and crazy.
We fight over thoughtless things.
With a sorry heart we go on a date
and eat and even do the movie thing.
No matter how hard of a time I'm in I can't express it
and your smile keeps me going
We go shopping for three hours only to buy just one shirt.
But what to do? I love you
Your smile
always makes me smile
If it means being with you
then I'm really happy
I'll treasure you with all the love I have for you
I love you, I promise
You're the only one I love
You're the only one I want to love
I only want to think about think about you.. 9:36 PM



work is driving me crazy!
got so much thing to learn!!!
how i wish i have 48 hours a day..
i really need time to sleep.. 9:33 PM

I didn't know it was love, it slowly settled upon me.
With a smile like the day's sunlight, you come my way
I thought it might be love, it quietly crept up
with eyes like the moonlight, you're smiling.
I say I want to know
When I see you I begin to shake with nervousness,
no matter how I try to turn away and tell myself it isn't true.
I'm so in love with you
But in the end, it's you.
I can't have it
but when I see you, my heart is struck with pain
No matter how I erase and forget,
I'm left with the words: in the end it wasn't me.
I know now that I've become so much like you.
When I see you, I smile
Promise you I'll show you now
I say I want to know
Smile again, though many things will change
like my appearance and these old memories
smile again despite the past days of hardships
I've prepared something just for you. I can't let you go
can’t you, please, look my way?
I'm standing here like this behind you,
laughing even though it hurts, smiling even though I'm sad.
I'm so in love with you, I'm right here.
Will you listen now?
To these words that I'm carefully taking out?
that I try to carefully take out
no matter how I try to turn away and say it isn't true,
I'm left repeating these words by myself, stay by my side, stay.

I’m so tired.

10:42 AM



today is the first day working at chan's brother agency..
yup yup.. learn alot of new things..
get to know the taxes for airport from diff country,
learn alot of diff attraction.. cause i'm working in the asia department..
japan, korea, thailand, taiwan, malaysia, hong kong..
yup yup.. it's cool to know the peak season, cause next time i know when to buy ticket when i wanna travel.. =) alright i gotta stop here..
i need to read up on japan and korea attraction.. bye! 8:40 PM



yahooo!!!!!
yupeeee!
finally i'm done with the salesman job..
it's so tiring.. stand for 10 hours AND
serving all the rich tai tai.. but i get to know alot of famous high heel shoe..
haha..
the people there are friendly..
i also learnt to build up confidence.. yup yup!! =)
next stop..
chan's brother travel agency!
here i come.... =) 11:34 PM






















2:47 PM



Oooo!!!!
i'm back from chalet!!!!
it was totally crazy..
first day we check in and mess up the place..
playing ps2, soccer, swimming..
then in the evening, i kana sabo by jie ren..
so pai sei lor.. i only told jie ren that girl look beautiful..
guess what?!?!? he walk to the side of the girl and point at her..
JR: BT, this girl ar?
BT: huh? what the..
JR: so you want her number iszit? -.-"
i just walk off.. argh.. so stupid..
i only say that girl but JR talk about so many..
so unfair.. but i know he's just joking..
it's so unlucky.. she just stay oppsite us..
omg.. 2nd night we had bbq everyone was having fun.. yup yup..
i really enjoy this wonderful chalet plan by every single one..
hope to have another one soon.. =)
btw.. it's "thai girl" not tiger.. haha.. 12:42 PM



church was fine today..
everything was fine but it's just that i'm tired..
very tired.. maybe due to the lack of sleep..
after cg.. i went to grisp kopi tiam with lun tat to eat..
yummy.. i told chai hwa about i'm going to work..but
in the end i change my mind.. why should i work..
i will spent my time wisely by studying for next year..
it's good to start early..
so chai hwa lend me FIVE books about christianity..
1. CHRISTIANITY EXPLORED
2. IRON MAN (this book chronicled Neivelle's conversion story while in changi prison
3. the PASSION of JESUS CHRIST
4.WHY I AM A CHRISTIAN
5. THE STRANGER ON THE ROAD TO EMMAUS 6:20 PM



Grew up in a small town
and when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray
Trying hard to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I'd pray
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get aboard a fast train
Travel on a damn plane far away
And breakaway... 12:21 AM



thanks for your advice cheng yeen..
indeed it help to understand the purpose of life..
=) 10:54 PM



argh!!!
what meeting will that be..
when leader do not listen to others advice..
leader will always listen to others ppl advice or ideas
so that others will be willing to help..
respect others before asking other to respect you
tolerance must be a strong point of a leader
not a weak point.. =)
set good example for others before asking others to set good example
talk in a more serious tone instead of shouting,
to let other member know that they need to be serious
chuin siong, see that?
i still remember clearly what you told since sec 1..
i will prove to you that you are right..
i will learn to lead well...
i also remember what thing you say..
everyone can be a leader,
but it's only how well a person can lead..
i will remember all this de.. thanks
now i'm left to clean up the mess..
short of so much money..
so many ppl went for the meeting but none of them think about the fund..
cmon man.. owen, jun cheng, zhong liang have to pay so much more..
and that guo qiang.. why did he kept changing his mind..
luckily owen nvr count him money in or else..
we are really in deep trouble..
left $32 to buy bbq food? is that a joke?
who give the idea of buying snacks?
we are already short of cash and they use the fund to buy snacks..
what about the ultilities bill? $$$ -.-"
what about tongs, satay stick, wire gauze and bbq food?
money, money and more money..
OMG.. alright i'm going down to the cheapest bbq whole sale centre now..
BTW please pray for this bbq.. alot of ppl have put in alot of effort..
hope everything will run smoothly.. cheers! 11:57 AM



Wow!
today was tiring..
woke up in the morning at 6..
not to go to school, but to my friend hse..
after that we watch the Fast and the Furious; TOKYO DIRFT..
the drift was stunning.. then we eat our breakfast which is roti prata..
haha..
yup yup..
after that show.. we went to vivo city!!!!
it'a nice place.. beautiful view of sentosa from vivo city..
it'll be great to go back that after afew week as some of the shop
have not open..
we watch "little MISS SUNSHINE"..
nice movie.. but abit vulgar.. haha..
that's all for today folk!!!

please note: it all happen in the morning..
Is innocence the difference between a boy and a man? 7:06 PM



Woooo!!!!!
what a day!!!!
i started studying from morning until five..
yay!!!
D&T, here i come!!!!
today i went running with jonathan..
surely he prove me that he can run..
so we run 5km.. yup yup..
SO so tired..
no matter what, i finish the race..

true friends don't come by easily..
it may take many years of life to find one.. =)
9:36 PM



God know when you are innocent,
cause he see everything..
so be strong and courageous..
know that the lord will guide you and bestow his blessing unto you..
learn to pray to the lord and ask him to lead you..
i know you can do it..

thanks CS chew for this encouraging msg..


i shall end with a verse from the bible,

" cast all your cares upon Him, for He cares for you"
1 peter 5:7 =D 4:32 PM



GEO NOTES???
here you go..
monday..
BT: mrs lim can you copy a set of geo note for me?
mrs lim: orh okie..
BT: make it two or can i have afew more copy?
mrs lim: i only can get you 2 copy..
BT: orh okie..
actually the note was print for me..
i have been begging mrs lim for so long just for a copy..
so i intend to share my copy.. but none for you went to gary hse?
what else can i do..? if you're angry because of this..
i would say it's my fault as your close buddy..
cause i can't even get every a copy..
the next morning the 1st time i came to school,
mrs lim: boon teck, who did you gave the paper to?
BT: gary.. he need it more than the others..
mrs lim: what? give to that ......
BT: no, he can pass de..
mrs lim: i don't care, i rather you give it to someone who can pass..
BT: like who?
mrs lim: like desmond or cheng yeen..
BT: but..
mrs lim: no but.. just do what i say..
BT: okie..
what will gary say if i dont give him the note?
and tell him that mrs lim doesn't not want him to have?
what can i do? so i gave it to gary..
is it possible for me to speak up for all my friend?
i'm trying my best to be nice to everyone why can't you all see it?
why must you all only look at the rotting part of an apple?
if geo note can make up.. you can have all my geo notes..
i'm also human.. i make mistakes and i'm willing to change..
will you all give me a chance?
if you see this.. please tag on my blog..
friends will never be angry with you but will guide one another..
and make sure no one stumble.. =] 8:02 PM



i can't imagine that precious friendship can just fade off..
i was so worried about you losing your hp..
from morning till night, thinking about how to contact you..
i'm so worried that i call your mum..
and is that how you measure friendship?
i cherish this friendship more than anyone..
but you don't get it..
why can't people think about the good side of their other fellow friends?
i'm sorry if our friendship is that fragile..
you can't imagine how valuable can mean..
a friend that are always willing to helping you?
a friend that lend you my ear?
a friend that is willing do anything for you?
a friend that walk another mile to get back what you have lost?
a friend that NEVER talk bad thing behind your back..
i think all this thing is just a something you dont know..
wish you all the best in everything you do..
time can never mend the strong bonding of a good friend..
desmond, wee kang, cheng yeen, siak hong, chuem meng and liang yu..
memories of you will always be in my heart..
no mater what happen, i will stand by you all..
jia you! jia you! jia you! =] 5:36 PM