i won't be blogging till exam is over..
sorry guys.. =) 10:14 PM



today mr lim asked all 2 pack up and brought us 2 the quarangle 2 play captain ball... after a round of captain ball, my brothers and i sat at 1 corner till a lower sec walk pass and i say "eh..why you walk here"nth happened..bell rang and time for pe...the pe was lyk normal basket ball only.. after recess.. gary sis sms gary that that guy not happy with me.. aiya.. one on one lor.. but in the end nothing happen..

10:01 PM



4:40 PM




today was fun!!!
gary, ian, cheng yeen and i pom school..
we meet at 7.20 outside ntuc..
then cheng yeen woke up late..
so he join us at 7.30...
we went to NTUC to shop for food..
so we can bring back to school and eat..
we bought chips, chips and more chips..
haha.. we also bought one dozen of coke..
so we gave 1 to mr said and mr zaru..
and 2 to mr tan..
actually today we are late for everything..
late for school, lesson and even chapel..
alright i shall start mugging.. 4:21 PM



The world would be a lonely place
Without the one that puts a smile on your face
So hold me 'til the sun burns out
I won't be lonely when I'm down

'Cause I've got you to make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and an hour seems much longer

I never doubted you at all
The stars collide, will you stand by and watch them fall?
So hold me 'til the sky is clear
And whisper words of love right into my ear

'Cause I've got you to make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and an hour seems much longer
Yeah when I've got you
Oh to make me feel better
When the nights are long they'll be easier together

Looking in your eyes
Hoping they won't cry
And even if they do
I'll be in bed so close to you
To hold you through the night
And you'll be unaware
But if you need me I'll be there..



Yeah I've Got You!!!! 5:12 PM



when everything is going wrong
and things are just a little strange
it's been so long now
you've forgotten how to smile
and over head the skys are clear but it still seems to rain on you
and your only friends all have better things to do

when you're down and lost
and you need a helping hand
when you're down and lost along the way
oh just tell yourself
I'll be okay

now things are only getting worse
and you need someone to take the blame
when the love has gone
there's no one to share the pain
been sleepin with the tv on
and lying in an empty bed
all the alcohol in the world would never help me to begin

when you're down and lost
and you need a helping hand
when you're down and lost along the way
just try a little harder, try your best to make it through the day
oh just tell yourself,
I'll be okay






I'll be okay!!! =] Yay!!! 12:02 PM



Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

The happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was never ending
Oh Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Oh, wouldn't it be nice

good night baby
sleep tight baby... =] 11:53 AM



to ian & cheng yeen..
i really treasure this friendship..
i'm not angry with what you all say in class today...
btw can i stop playing the ps game..
it's too hard for me to handle.. no offence..
i'm happy that i have friend like you..
cheng yeen, i really put my trust in you and i can always find you in times of trouble..
ian, you're the one i can share my worries..
i hope we could forgive and forget one another.. =] 7:04 PM



TO: Cheng yeen, Ian and Gary..
i need to clarify something..
1st: i was really having a headache..
2nd: i already said i might go to school when i was a joshua hse..
3rd: i didn't watch movie..

i don't think i need to clearify everything to you all..
i don't understand why must i ask you all before i go anywhere?
even when i go toilet.. i really had enough..
why didn't i say you PS when you were not around..
i really can't stand all the vuglarity.. if you really think i'm wrong..
i'm so sorry about PSING you all..
and i guess i wont be in this click anymore.. i will study on my own..
hope you all will accept my apology..
9:28 PM



i didn't go to school today,
cause i don't feel like going to school..
now i'm watching project A's (by jackie chan)
with desmond.. after watching that we are going to study.. 3:45 PM






When you truly care for somone,
you don't look for faults,
you don't look for answers,
you don't look for mistakes.
instead, you fight the mistakes,
you accept the faults,
and you overlook the excuses.

Never abandon an old friend
you will never find one who can take his place.
frienship is like a wine ,
it gets better as it grows older. =] 3:35 PM



i'm having the day from hell,
it was all going so well before you came..
and not to mention the tears i shed..
but I should have kicked your ass instead.. Mr SEN slash down our D&T marks!!!
i need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
cause everything is effed up straight from the heart
tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
gotta pick myself up where do I start???
cause i can't turn to you when it all falls apart
Can it be easier?
can I just change my life?
cause it just seems to go bad everytime
will I be mending?
another one ending once again.. 6:42 PM



today i get back all my prelim result..
i was stunned by result i have..
when i reach home, i ask myself?
i really put in alot of effort and time to study,
why didn't i pass with flying colours?
i will only blame myself for been playful..
how i wish i could travel back to those days
when i wasn't paying much attention to teacher who's teaching new thing.. what if i really fail my N's level?
will i go to ite? i don't wanna go!!!
she told me something like this..
when i told her what if i go to ite..
she said "God have plan for our future.. and something something purpose de.."
i can't really remember what she say..
i'm a sotong kia.. so forgetful..
if you see this.. please write on the tagboard.. so i can edit the post.. =]
now, i will strive for the best! =] 4:21 PM




I'm lying alone with my head on the phone,
Thinking of you till it hurts.
I know you hurt too, but what else can we do?
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile in my heart
For times when my life seems so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong,
I want you to come back and carry me home,
Away from these long lonely nights.
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too?
Does the feeling seem oh so right?
What would you say, if I called on you now?
Saying that I can't hold on..
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day!!!
Please love me or I'll be gone... I'll be gone... ='[ 5:10 PM



So we fix our eye s nnot on what is een, but is unseen.
For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is enternal.
2 corinthains 4:18..
what does the scripture teach about hell???
the bible is quite clear on the fact that there is a heaven and a hell, that both are enternal.
matt 25:41..
Hell is described as eternal.. ( matt 25:46 )
Hell--> fiery furnace, matt 13:50
God does not show favouritism..
Romans 1:11-12..

i found my journal and saw this..
Btw actually i got nth to write.. so i write this..
4:21 PM


















today was great!
i woke up in the morning at 11..
then i went to meet desmond, lew yeen yeen and wee kang
which oppsite the geylang east national library
on the to the destination.. i saw yang min min.. lol..
she's so blur i walk pass her and she didn't even saw me..
omg!!! after that, i finally reach the coffee shop.. guess what???
i saw chai hwa, dao ni and bingz.. omg!!! -.-"
chai hwa: hello!
dao ni: hi
bingz: hey!
BT:hi every one..
chai hwa: got study anot?
BT: got la!
chai hwa: got meh? i always see you playing..
BT: don't have.. i'm really studying..
dao ni: can one la.. he's so hardworking..
BT: =]
chai hwa: so can you help out in the primary school on 16 oct?
BT: er??? teacher haven't confirm with me leh?
teacher confirm with me, then i tell you ba..
chai hwa: orh okie..

after that i went to eat with desmond, cheng yeen and wee kang,
which is two to three table away from chai hwa, dao ni and bingz.. -.-"
while i was eating.. i saw dora with 2 other Gb girl..
BT: why i saw so many people i know ar? nvm..
so i contiue eating..
after that we meet up with gary..
then we mrted to bugis to watch movie..
at bugis parco.. looking what show to watch..
we wanted to watch the banquet..
BT: why not we watch the banquet?
( actually i was just kidding..)
reason--> cause lew cheng yeen cant watch!
the banquet is NC16!
his birthday is at Nov 11.. sad sia..
so after a long debate session..
we decide not to watch as desmond had to go home at 5plus..
so we decide to find a cafe and sit down and chit chat..
BT: go coffee bean lor..
CY: bugis dont have coffee bean la!
BT: orh..
firstly we decide to go to TCC ( some coffee cafe ) to drink coffee..
but when we reach the entrance of TCC..
we decide not to go in..
Gary: i don't wanna drink coffee!
BT: then go where?
desmond: go alijunied!!! -.-"
WK: don't know leh..
so we contiue walking around bugis and everyone is tired!!!
BT: go delifrance!
everyone: go lor..
so everyone went there to delifrance to sit down..
BT: Eek.. the water so expensive..
Desmond: go buy the $1.80 one lor..
BT: huh!?!?!? mineral water? $1.80!?!?!? -.-"
BT: so you wanna stay here? or go somewhere else..
wk: i wanna eat ice-cream!
BT: so you all wanna eat ice-cream or drink coffee..
gary: why not go buy can drinks from cold storage? -.-"
gary: don't want drink coffee la, later i can't slp..
so every went to swesens to eat ice-cream..
BT: why the waiter kept pouring ice water for us?
desmond: later before we eat anything we are full liao..
gary: then leave lor..
cy: need to pay GST and service taxes lor..
so the waiter ask us what we wanna eat..
des, gary and cy: can we have three banana split?
WK: make it four, thank you..
BT: make it five!!
everyone: huh!?!?! -.-"
in the end every one eat the same thing..
we take our own sweet time eating it..
at4.45.. desmond and wee kang PS us.. =]
and we're kind enough to send them to the mrt!
so went to arcade to play..
didn't actaully play.. watch people playing some car racing game..
guess what? saw some ah beng from our school.. sian..
they come over and say hi to me..
so annoying.. wanna challage me with the car racing!
can't he compare something we both know how to play..??
can't stand him.. idiot guy..
after awhile..
gary: ei.. my mum treating us dinner at tm.. wanna go anot?
BT: go lor..
CY: orh okie..
so we mrted to tampines mall..
and we went to book the seat at pizza hut.. yum yum..
Gary: ei, later if my mum treating ice-cream, how ar?
BT: (in my mind) huh? ice-cream again..
after finishing eating pizza hut.. Btw thanks gary mummy for the treats!
we went to toyrus to see the toy they wanted to buy for me..
all so cute de.. big head one..
then we went to mini toon to buy voodoo key chain..
all so cute de.. haha..
BT: go precious thots lei..
i need to buy something..
gary, cy: okie lor..
so went over and i bought my stuff..
then we went home.. what a long day!!!
but i really enjoy today! =]

10:30 PM



The Sufficiency of the Word of God for the Life of Man:

The law of the LORD is perfect, converting the soul;
The testimony of the LORD is sure, making wise the simple;
The statutes of the LORD are right, rejoicing the heart;
The commandment of the LORD is pure, enlightening the eyes;
The fear of the LORD is clean, enduring forever;
The judgments of the LORD are true and righteous altogether

Psalms 19:7-9



The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul.

Ps 23:1-3a



Give thanks for the things we have but not complain about the things we dont have.. 12:46 PM



I'm really tired of ppl spamming my tag board...
can you all stop it.. Did I offend you?
why not come and talk to me about what i've have done to you..
please don't use my name and tag on raquel, tania and other ppl blog..
please?
i'm kinda of stressed up.. prelim are tough..
i wanna get good result.. i studies everyday..
but my result don't seem to improve..
how i wish i can pass with flying colours..
i didn't talk to you for so long..
i miss you..


though my love reaches to the end of earth, it stands speechless before your beauty..<3
doesn't that sound so familiar 10:12 PM



hey! today is the best birthday i ever had..
what i gain from today was a lesson about how God change our life..
dont look at the 10% of what God have not done for you,
but look at the 90% of he have done for you..
matt 7:7
pray and you shall receive,
seek and you shall find,
knock and the door shall be open to you..

we should not look at the problem.. but try to over come the problem..
today is great..
i went to desmond, cy and wee kang cg..
learn about God word's..
after that went to marina bay to eat seafood..
i saw blue berry!!! lol..
so shock.. alright shall stop here..
tomorrow got school.. 10:21 PM



i was so tired today!
i woke up in the morning at 8am..
today was my 1st day serving the lord as a sound crew!
it's great! a feeling that bring me close to God!
i wanna have more of this exp..
i want my life to changed..
after i study until night,
then i went and eat dinner with juls, jeremy and my new friend "alan"
yup yup=]
after i had to teach gary and ian on geo..
as i'm going to have my geo paper and maths paper 1..
dont know why some guy from manjusri sec come and say we "dao" them..
almost get into a fight.. luckily only they fight.. i nvr.. =] 10:56 PM



it's a boring day!!!
staying at home
doing nothing
but studying..
boring!!! 1:28 PM



i'm so tired..
i went to church for guitar lesson,
after that i had to go for worship practise..
timo is good with sound engineering stuff..
all the omnidrectional, cardioid, hypercardioid and blah blah..
so good..
btw our church have new speaker.. Yay.. new sound system..
the worship practise is so funny..
they kept on changing the song..
haha.. alright i gotta slp.. 11:37 PM



finally my chinese is over.. Yay!!!
i'm so happy.. hope i get aleast a B grade..
tomorrow is my SS paper.. yeah..
gotta study now.. =]

sweet love and devotion.. 7:50 PM



life is so tiring.. it's my N lvl..
oh my.. what should i do..
i'm cant study..
i'm confused with what you did to me..
i need help!!!! 10:33 PM