i love this photo!!! =]





8:30 PM



desmond birthday!!!







8:18 PM



Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone 11:02 PM



i'm so tired.. every wake up at 5.30.. go school.. reach home at 7pm..
13 and a half hour in school.. plus six hours of slp.. i'm only left with 5 and a half hours for
dinner, homework.. and qt.. i'm so tired.. ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ='[ 7:16 PM

Because of my past,

Awful and dreadful I’ve not cast.

I feel lost, knowing not what to do

Where to go now or whom to turn to.

Totally stressed inside and out..

I see her walking in the halls,

But he acts as though I don’t exist.

He’s always with her friends

And yet, she pays no heed, or time.

Why doesn’t she see me?

Am I really invisible to her?

It’s got me stressing out!

Though we are in different level,

I’m always looking in her direction..

So why doesn’t she notice me staring at her?

She looks right through me.

Why doesn’t she offer up a little smile?

Am I really invisible to her?

I’m stressed!

I see her every day after school,

But she never say a word.

I watch her every move,

But she doesn’t seem to care..

Why doesn’t she see me?

Am I really invisible to her?

I think of her all the time,

Can’t she see? Doesn’t she know?

She talks to other people, but never to me.

Why doesn’t she see me?

Her acting like I’m invisible..

Is really stressing me out..

Through my fingers life has slipped,

My heart feels pummeled, broken, ripped.

Can I throw these dark memories into the sea,

Like cremated ashes, all that old me?

Cleansing.. Inside and out

=[ 9:24 PM



ah!!! i got so much thing to do!!!! 5:59 PM



believe in the sand beneath my toes
The beach gives a feeling
An earthy feeling
I believe in the faith that grows..

another day..
i'm sad about losing all my msg..
i'm dying.. =[

Days swiftly come and go
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall.. 6:01 PM



sigh...
my phone spoiled le..
don't know who call me
then i took my phone out from the pocket
and it hanged there forever!
i switch off afew time.. but still cannot..
if i change phone i will lose all the msg..
very important de...
precious msg.. =[
feel like crying now.. 5:34 PM



today i woke up at 7.10 by a sms..
b4 that i had a nightmare.. it's so scary!
i don't want it to happen.. =[

after that i contiue sleeping..
about 11.15 i went to mrt and took mrt to bishan
daryl house.. i stand for 12 stop...
so tired.. den we meet outside the mrt..
me, jace, nat and daryl..
den we went to his house...
we started doing our hw and studying...
after we watch the eye 10.. it's so funny..
when we are watching half way.. a ghost pop out..
and jace shouted at my ear.. Ouch! it hurts..
after that lun tat came and we contiue watching..
soon sam , melody and tania reach..
today was fun..
at 7 plus we went junction 8 to eat.. yummy!!! 10:44 PM



today the weather is so hot..
sweat like don't know what..
i take part to 2 event..
but i lost, it's super not my fault..
my team is so... argh! nvm..
lastly i went to change.. cause my lau house shirt is very dirty..
in the end i can't leave cause i wear archer house..
so damn piss off... and i use vuglarity at some prefect...
oh man.. i have not use those word for so long..
nvm.. tonight i'm going to eat steamboat with my friends! Yay! 1:47 PM



melody asked me to do this..

About girl
Turned ON, OFF or DM (Doesn't matter)
:
Is taller than you: off
Is shorter than you: ON
Wears braces: off
Dresses Preppy: off
Dresses Ghetto: off
Dresses Gothic: off
Has blue eyes: dm
Has green eyes: dm
Has hazel eyes: dm
Brown eyes: dm
Drinks alcohol: dm
Wears glasses: DM
Smokes: OFF
Plays sports: ON
Smiles a lot: ON
Calls you just to say Hi: ON!
Compliments you: DM
Likes to talk: on!
Shy and quiet: dm
Good dancer: DM
Wears jewelry: DM
Smiles when you walk in the room: ON
Has brown hair: dm
Has Black hair: dm
Has blonde hair: dm
Has red hair: DM
Makeup: OFF
Can make you laugh at any given moment: ON! =D
Loyal: ON
Laid back: DM
Plays guitar: dm
Plays piano:dm
Plays drums: ON
easily jealous: DM
Doesn't eat meat: dm
has a tattoo: OFF
has a lip ring: OFF
has tongue ring:OFF
virgin:ON!
laid back:on
likes to party:dm
wants to party: dm
laugh a lot: dm

is of a different religion: OFF

ask to do by melody..
9:18 PM



oh man.. i feel like playing yoyo!!!
haha... tmr is my oral.. i'm so nervous..
die le la.. 8:25 PM



i hate today... everything went wrong..
i cried today... i'm sad.. nobody know..
=[ 10:05 PM



yay! today i had so much fun..
lun tat, jace, tania, daryl, sam, sher may and amanda went to melody fun..
once we reach her hse.. every1 chiong for the computer, tv and xbox..
lol.. i didn't.. me, lun tat and sam sitting at the dinner table studying..
after about 1 hour plus for studying.. suddenly melody spill the drinks
and wet lun tat book and my notes.. so clumsy lor.. lol..
den we take a break.. den we go watch them play xbox.. den we join in the fun.. lol..
tania was like losing all the way.. play with who also lose.. lol..
after playing xbox.. we decide to watch horror show.. "dark water"..
we keep on joking at it.. and it's not scary anymore...
the girl drown, i go say the girl float.. lol
after watching the horror show.. it's dinner time.. we went to eat at east point..
yummy.. everyone enjoying themselve.. lol... after dinner we went to pet shop..
den i saw the pet food very attractive.. den i say "who's birthday coming, i buy for them to eat "
lol.. i forgot that somebody birthday was tmr.. =x they all say i very bad.. i was just kidding..
after that amanda father fetch me home...
i enjoy myself today... Yay!!! 9:28 PM



I memorized the Golden rule
And how Jesus came to set the sinner free
I know the story inside out
I can tell you all about
The path that led Him up to Calvary
But ask me why He loves me
And I don't know what to say
But i'll never be the same
Because he changed my life when He became...

Everything to me
He's more than a story
more than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything, everything to me

We're living in uncertain times
And more and more I find that i'm aware
Of just how fragile life can be
I want to tell the world I found
A love that turned my life around
They need to know that they can taste and see
Now everyday I'm praying
Just to give my heart away
I want live for Jesus
So that someone else might see that he is... 4:12 PM



what a day...
i had a deep cut again..
not actaully a cut.. the nail pierce through my finger..
ouch!
it hurts..
='[



i just can't wait to say i love you.. 9:48 PM



when everything is going wrong
and things are just a little strange
it's been so long now
i've forgotten how to smile
and over head the skys are clear but it still seems to rain on me
and my only friends all have better things to do.. =[ 9:11 PM



when everything is going wrong
and things are just a little strange
it's been so long now
i've forgotten how to smile
and over head the skys are clear but it still seems to rain on me
and my only friends all have better things to do.. =[ 9:11 PM



i wonder how's my cca junior..?
so i went back and take a look..
oh gosh.. it's horrible..
everybody slacking..
doing nothing.. i'm really very disappointed..
especially the kian wei..
slack so much.. oh my.. oh my..
=S 8:15 PM



finally i know...
i don't like her anymore..
i think God can explain..
it's alright.. it's okie..
three important goal is my life..
-5 point for N's!
-going poly!
-get into commando unit!

yay! 4:31 PM