First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive

It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me 8:55 PM



when She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl... 8:00 PM



it's 69 day away form my N's..
left left 6 weeks with out holiday, sat and sunday..
it's so fast.. i guess i really need to work hard..
Yay.. i did quite well for D&T.. yahoo!
3 week ahead of others..
i'm so please with myself..
oh man.. i don't really have time to do my Qt..
how? how? how?

Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you..
1 peter 5:7


goal for this year..
english B3
maths B4
combine science B4
combine humans A1
D&T A1
chinese B4

Strive for the best result..
YA!

hao xiang ni wor... 8:40 PM



umad is indeed a enjoying camp for me.. as what i can see is everybody enjoying themself.. the very 1st day.. we had mascot making.. so nicely make.. the helmet was so beautiful.. it's indeed a pleasure to work in this group.. everybody giving idea.. mascot making do really bond everyone together.. and i'm proud to be in this group.. after that was vesper.. every 1 take turn to share// think this is indeed a very tiring journey to malaysia.. i really enjoy the joke daryl say.. when we finally reach there.. we had our lunch.. after that i was not feeling well.. and i pray to God.. after that i felt much better.. after vesper.. i went straight to slp.. about 1 in the morning.. that's when i had fever.. in fact i fainted.. about 1.30 then i woke up and seek help for bings.. the whole night i didn't slp.. it's too cold to fall asleep.. i've been think of.. too bad.. i'm really touched and i really wanna thanks dong, bings, dao ni, liang fu, kevin and bin for takng care of me.. =)
that's my 1st day..

second day i was still having fever... i pray to the lord for speedy recovery.. cause i really wanna play the games.. too bad.. i'm still having fever.. about 2pm, suddenly i'm well.. and i play the last game.. haha.. =] looking at her, make me smiles.. i simply love her smile.. haha..
the last night of the camp was fun.. tau pok time!!! dong form the G-unit.. it consist of me, daryl , lun tat and group leader dong.. charles was our 1st target.. we pin him down and there we go.. tau pok him.. he was flat.. ahaha.. den toothpaste.. i draw a flag on charles tummy.. haha.. so fun.. the whole night we went round to tau pok ppl.. haha.. very fun.. after that i went to bathe.. than i talk to daryl for three hours.. guy talk.. talk about alot stuff.. seriously sometime i think we all need someone to talk to.. =] through this camp i learn to be hunger for God word's..

through this camp i also get to know bin, joel, bings...
and lun tat, jeremy, dong , daryl and melody better..



psalm 119 :105
your word is a lamp unto my feet and a light for my path...
philippian 4:13
i can do everything through him who gives me strength..

i didn't really had the chance to talk to her..
she's alway with someone.. i find it hard to talk to her..
last night she found out about..
i'm sorry to disappoint you..
=[
i've been going to school every single day.. i'm really very tired now..
i will alway remember those two verse..


oh ya.. i forget to say something.. i cried during the camp..
the video dao ni show the older group during bibile study..
it really touch my heart.. the father was 48 year old and have to carry the son and
swim, run and cycle for such a long distance.. and he say :
philippian 4:13
i can do everything through him who gives me strength..
and my tears start rolling down my cheeck.. from that moment i realise how powerful our heavenly father are..


i'm sorry to make you so worried about me..
i promise that wont happen again..
i'm gonna strive for the best result i can ever get in my life.. Yay! =] 6:09 PM



so tired..
everyday also go back to school and do my D&T..
today is the worst.. i cut my finger.. it's a deep cut..
bleed non-stop.. it hurt.. all thanks to the piece of glass..
i was suppose to make a fish thank.. but it's hard to cut..
it suppose to be me cutting the glass.. in the end, it's the
glass that cut me.. hahaha... 3:30 PM