haha today i watch the movie i not stupid today..
haha, all my friend all cry.. and that include me also..
haha.. that was a nice show.. even though some ppl are weak in this and they have other talent..
so we must not look down on any 1.. =)
i wonder what is my talent..?
i still haven't discover what is my talent..
nvm.. i will find out 1 day...
haha.. 9:40 PM



Don't turn around
i'm sick and i'm tired of your face
Don't make this worse
You've already make me upset
It's too bad
that it wouldn't be the same anymore
It's casting over
It's just one of those things
You'll have to get over it

slipping off the edge
and i feel so down
no one to talk to.. 5:29 PM



what a tiring day.. actually today i go buy new year clothes de.. but all my friend suddenly dun feel like going.. now i have to stay at home.. argh.. so bored.. all alone at home.. what a loner.. all my friend are either playing lan or watching movie.. so boring.. Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye, but Out of the darkness and into the sun I won't forget all the ones that I love...it's time to study.. and i shall not think abt it anymore... 12:32 PM



today is a great day.. my maths teacher is so good.. let us go home even he had 1 more preiod with us.. cuz all of us are tired.. guess what.. he took me and my friend out for lunch and and we sit in his car and he take for a tour.. haha.. so fun.. he's so nice even treat us go eat lunch.. one of the nicest teacher i every met... after that i stay back for cny rehearsal...so bored.. nth to do..
after that.. another teacher treat me to dinner again.. omg.. 2 teacher in a day.. so dam good.. and that was none other den my class poa teacher... mr ha... really enjoy talk to mr ha.. roooar!
oh ya one very important thing.. i love mei also.. haha...



just cant forget sum1.... ='( 9:42 PM



another in school, but today i was very slpy even though i had to study for ss test.. not fair lor.. the whole nvr study den teacher put open book test.. so unfair.. dunno why i hate ding zhou so much.. he is a devil lor.. alway throw things at ppl.. i also dunno why this kind of ppl exist in the world.. argh.. nvm.. i was once like that also.. haiz... i dunno why verytime i saw her.. i get very upset some how i still miss her alot.. i dunno how to explain.. hai.. i am so so sad.. even i face my junior i still must teach them everything as they was like primary school kid lor.. hai i'm breaking down real soon.. real soon.. 6:47 PM



today i was dam sick, so didn't not wake up to go to church, but i got up at abt 12plus and i go meet jeremy, lun tata and jean, cuz we go study ma.. we went to jean hse to study.. haha.. at 1st every 1 was very serious.. den me and jeremy was listening to my mp3 and then the song we was listening was wherever you may go by the calling and jeremy start singing.. so funny, show us all the stupid faces and made us laugh.. cant stand it man.. haha.. den at 3.45, we go play bball, it was a bad idea, cuz it was raining.. den cannot play, so jeremy went home, me and lun tat was so bored, so i call my friend and we went katong to play dota, play awhile only hor.. den me and ah lun go eat.. den ah lun say " there jasmine sis.." i was like " huh where, got meh " haha nvm.. and now i'm having a very bad running nose, cuz today walk in the rain... haha 8:19 PM



so stupid... today cme we do art stuff.. cut things from mag and paste to the colour paper..
he go choose yellow colour.. wah liew.. i cant stand it man.. she also dun like him le.. he everything also yellow.. colour paper also yellow.. play dota also use yellow.. wat a yellow freak...
so dumb... 4:18 PM



God made the world with a heart full of love,
Then He looked down from Heaven above,

And saw that we all need a helping hand,
Someone to share with, who'll understand.

He made special people to see us through
The glad times and the sad times, too;

A person on whom we can always depend,
Someone we can call a friend.

God made friends so we'll carry a part
Of His perfect love in all our hearts.

I prayed for you before we met,
Not knowing who you'd be.
I asked the Lord to send a friend.
One chosen just for me.

I asked that they'd be Godly,
With wisdom of His ways.
A friend to help and guide me
I the troubles of these days.

So often in life, we need someone
To listen while we talk.
Someone who will not condemn or judge,
But encourage us as we walk.

The narrow road we choose to follow
May sometimes make us stumble.
But to have a friend to catch our fall,
Teaches us to be humble.

When I asked the Lord to send a friend,
Though many came and went.
He gave much more than I ever asked,
For you are the friend He sent.

9:41 PM



it's been 1month and 21day since...
what can i do..??? 12:25 AM



headstart test is coming right up.. haha... study and study.. aiyo..
maths and english is my weakest subject.. oh mine.. what shloud i do??
haha yesterday, i was doing my hw at Mac.. do finish le.. den every suggest to
go play dota.. haha but i only for 1 hr... cuz i just wanna relax myself.. cuz i get stressed up easily..
haha... this year all the teacher that are teach are nice and cool.. haha...
temptation are hard to overcome.. haha.. my friend alway ask me to go
plat basketball.. but headstart test is round the corner.. haha..
so i cannot play.. i dunno how long i can resist the temptation..
and even everyone in my class is slack, i will never follow..
cuz our future is in our own hand.. wah! look chin sia.. haha.. 3:40 PM



Come stop your crying It will be all right
Just take my hand Hold it tight
I will protect you from all around you
I will be here Don't you cry

For one so small,you seem so strong
My arms will hold you keep you safe and warm
This bond between us can't be broken
I will be here don't you cry

cuz you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart
Always

Why can't they understand the way we feel
They just don't trust what they can't explain
I know we're different but deep inside us
We're not that different at all

Don't listen to them, cause what do they know
We need each other, to have and to hold
They'll see in time, I know

When destiny calls you, you must be strong
I may not be with you, but you gotta hold on
They'll see in time, I know

We'll show them together cuz...

You'll be in my heart
believe me, you'll be in my heart
I'll be there from this day on
Now and forever oh oh

You'll be herein my heart (You'll be here in my heart)
no matter what they say (I'll be with you)
you'll be here in my heart always

I'll be there always
Always...
I'll be with you
I'll be there for you always
Always and always
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
I'll be there always 8:31 PM



haha.. i am so happy about some of the thing... one of the thing is my chinese teacher..
she taught how to 'bhio' girl.. lol.. even bring me to f3-1 to see girl.. lol.. very nice teacher.. alway make us laugh... i think one of my fav. time in school is having chinese lesson.. i got three goal for this year..
1st- study hard for this year..
2nd-do well for my N lvl..
3rd-cannot say.. haha

this year is indeed a tough year for me.. i'm not the very hardworking type.. but i will my best to hand up all my hw on time.. ask question when i dunno.. and read more and more book.. =) 4:03 PM



today my school day is so boring.. i was thinking abt her for the whole day..
oh my... my form teacher alway call my name... aiyo.. can dun everything also can me??
haha.. today i no mood to talk also.. haiz.. i really miss her very much 8:01 PM



woah!!! tmr schoo reopen liao.. so fast.. i didn't not expect the 2 month of holiday to end up so fast... today having my MR meeting with my head and 2 other vice-head. haha. didn't really expect that some 1 will the the head.. haha.. nvm.. i promise miss tan that i will guide them and teach what everything i know.. but i just feel that miss tan is wrong... haiz.. what to do??? everything is i do de but they get the credit.. so unfair... world is so big yet so unfair... 7:31 PM



oh.. ya i forgot 1 thing..
i need to thank GOD for everything he give me..
erm..
jialing* making me very happy for the that three month and
that is my most happiest moment of my life.. haha
i shall start from church..
lun tat* thank you been nice to me..
and i can really depend on you..
alway waiting for me at the lobby
and we go cg together..
jeremy*thank for all your encouragment
alway encourage me to go to church more often..
and yesh!! i will.. as i'm very sry not been with
cg most of the time..
but this year i will put my whole heart into it..
daoni* my CG leader...
great guy.. alway tolerate all the bb Boy joke..
and really thank God that dao ni is alway there for me..
ven* my asst CG leader..
really touched by all the small little card you have made..
now my Friend!!!!
er.. start with...
siak hong.. great guy!! alway ask me to go out with him.. haha
cheng yeen... one of my close friend..
we know each other well... haha
desmond* my wu song.. OMG haha...
alway cheer me up..
liang yu.. actually he is a nice guy..
but he just use a little bit more f* word only..
chuen meng.. haha maple pro..
okie.. now come to the girl haha...
elin* my god sis.. alway there to protect when i 'm in trouble..
jesslyn... haha... we talk alot abt music..
zheng yi... my mama... so nice to me.. haha
xuan qi... haha thank you for helping me edit this beautiful blog..
and lastly my family..
they alway forgive me when i did something wrong..
so thankful for a nice family..


last of all ty jacelyn for the sms when i was bored.. =) 11:42 PM



yes.. i finally made it..
i nvr slp for 24h..
all thank to the overnight prayer... kinda of tired..
today i came back home after the monring church service.. haha
den i go see.. slp unti 3.. slp for 4 hr plus ba..
den i go go swimming with desmond, alvin and cheng yeen..
now i know some 1 very flirt... got so many crushes..
OMG!!! i alway treat her as my younger sis.. argh!
i dunno... she's so cute... so confused.. haha 11:32 PM